♥ Farewell heartless world ♥

I try to be everything everyone wants but it seems like when I stare in the mirror I see an illusion. Why does it feel like everything might be a lie? All I want is for everyone to be proud of me but whenever I try it seems the more essence of me I lose. I just want to know where I stand in this world because it feels like Im watching everyone move on with their lives from under the ice of the lake of reality.

I wanted you to be there when I fall,
I wanted you to see me through it all,
I wanted you to be the one I loved,
I wanted you, I wanted you,
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep,
I wanted you to show me what I need,
I wanted you to know just how down deep,
I wanted you, I wanted you !!


“There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It is caused by the absence of you.” zangetsu:"cast off ur fear,look forward,go forward,never stand still.retreat and u will age, hesitate and you will die.

Art is not merely an imitation of the reality of nature, but in truth a metaphysical supplement to the reality of nature, placed alongside thereof for its conquest.


Something Missing...
Theres something missing,
I don't know what.I have a family,
that loves me so,
I have good grades,
better than anyone can know,
but theres something missing,
what could it be?
Could it be something I left at school?
Could it be something I forgot do?